Prayer For What’s New
Lord, forgive me. I have questioned all that is real. I have pondered my own existence, that of yours, and others’. What wonderous miracles you are working in my life. Is it you, Lord? Or, as I have queried in the past, is it my own forceful energy and that of those around me?
I now know that it is okay for me to ask questions. I finally realized that if you are real, you already know my thoughts of doubt. I would be a fool of fools to think that keeping them to myself keeps them from you. If you’re not real, then what do I have to lose?
Oh God, something has come over me during the last year of my life and its culmination appears more and more beautiful. It makes me think that you are real. But, I believe karma is real. I believe that if one truly follows his own heart, he will be followed by his heart’s true desire. Whether YOU do that or we do it for ourselves, I do not know.
I ask of you, is it relevant for me to ask these questions of you? Is it strange that I would pray to someone or something, the likes of which I am unsure? God only knows, right?
Thank You for my many blessings and hidden surprises. I won’t let you down.